Dark clouds may hang on me sometimes

Dark clouds may hang on me sometimes, but I'll work it out...

Thursday, February 24, 2011



Oh, karma. It's not a funny thing as many people so often say. It's actually quite serious-whether you believe in it or not. People get what they deserve no matter how long it takes. It may take years, but eventually you'll get slapped in the face for all the wrong you've done.

Some people are so selfish. All they care about is themselves, and no matter how hard you try to make them see that the world-in fact-does not revolve around them, the less they see it. Another thing that I can hardly believe is how someone can change so drastically with the snap of a finger. How someone could be in love with someone so deeply one minute, and be a total stranger the next. How they could go from almost being married, to a complete savage.

And isn't it always easier to point the finger at someone else instead of owning up to the fact that you're the worthless person? That you're the abusive person? That you're the irresponcible person? That YOU'RE the BAD person? Of course it is. No one wants to admit that they're a horrible human being. No one wants other people to see all of the bad things they do behind everyone's back. They just want to play the victim, cry wolf, and play games that get people hurt.

Well, the truth is, you can't get away with everything forever. Eventually you're true colors show. Eventually, people see you for what you really are. And that's nothing. You're nothing. No one. When you look in the mirror, there's nothing there. All you see is all of the things you've lost because of your own poor choices and bad decisions.

I guess it actually is all about you in the end, because that's all you have left.

Now tell me, how does that feel?

"One of the greatest diseases
is to be nobody to anybody.”
- Mother Teresa

For You/AB/<3